dunno what i feel,,?!?!

its so complicated,,
i realy dont know what i feel todays,,
i cant see what i face in front of my life,,
and i realy cant stand as strong as before,,
realy dont know why,,

everytime i smile i hide my cry,,
everytime i laugh i hold my tear,,

cant face the real of this feeling,,

so complicated,,
i hate but i miss,,
i wanna say bye but i also wanna say hy,,

_LoELz_